Dearest,
How are you doing? I am hoping that you are okay. Me??? Well, I will be lying if I will tell you I am okay,.. because honestly, I am not. My life is a mess since you left.
I wanted to move on.. to forget everything that happened between us. I tried, I swear. I told myself that it happened for a reason. I keep telling myself that it’s for the best. I hanged out with my friends.. went out on dates.. so that even for a short time, I would be able to forget you. But.. who am I kidding???!!!
You’re always on my mind. Everything I do, everywhere I go.. all I can think of is you. I realized that we really had great memories together. Memories that I wished would fade away. Because.. I am hurting. I am still hurting. No matter what I do.. no matter how hard I try.. I keep coming back on the place where I first met you.
I am still longing for you. I am missing you. I still love you.
But, I know.. it’s over.
Loving still,
Me
